hey nikki

did u graduate college?
start that brand?
publish your art book?
hows your relationship w family? is everything well?
am i in a relationship yet lol
do u still play apex?
is nick still one of ur besties?
is the discord server still alive?
have u met any of them irl?
have i become a better version of myself?
I hope in 3 years i can answer yes to all of these questions,, but if i can't don't beat yourself up too much..
my name is nikki, i'm currently 18 turning 19, starting my second year at LA Valley College in a week. I have no job, no drivers license, and a little lost with life rn, but i'm also very content w my relationships w family and friends. I hope my 3 year self feels accomplished no matter what happens,,love u me <3

i feel like my life could go somewhere right now and my goals, although still cloudy, are becoming more and more clear. i want to live my life and i want to live it well. i hope i do, i really hope i do. i hope that me and nikki moved in together like we want to and that im going to school for something i love. i dont care what kind of motivation or mental state you are in right now nick, finish school, get a degree, dont let yourself not do that one thing, the one thing nobody can take from you is your education. also, keep talking to Nikki, no matter what, shes one of your closest friends right now and this is really important to me too. by the way, do you still play games? are you still active on twitter? what games do you play? are you still playing genshin? is Hu Tao still your obsession? probably not, we tend to move on after awhile but it would be nice. are our parents ok? how is Mummay? is she ok? are her and Dylan ok? is the discord server still alive? do you still talk to them all ? did you meet any of them? i hope so. please be happy, don't give upa nd don't have regrets, it isn't worth it. do what feels right for you and do what feels like the correct decision. trust your gut, youre the only person you can lean on no matter what. how is Oliver? is he alive? is he ok? did he lose the weight? if he's gone already... please... get us another dog. we need an animal companion. is Emily still your friend? is Zoe? is Ace or Lilli? is AJ and Sam your friends still? they should be, at least consider them old friends. Either way i hope you're happy, and that you are healthy. dont forget to check on your friends, the people around you go through a lot. and dont forget to check on yourself. i love you, and i hope you still love me.

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