dear future me
so i hope you have lots of friends and you are happy.
you'll probably get horrible grades because I think you'll have face-to-face test again
i hope you are study a lot to your parents be happy with you
your favorite song is now three: “vem cá”, “star shopping”, “masterpiece”
Dear future me
I hope that you are happy, eating healthier and that you got good grades.
Don’t give up on your dreams.
Cheers,
Your past you
In November, I hope that my grades at school remain good, and that the pandemic is over, so I can hang out with my friends and go to Fluminense's games.
Dear future me,
I assume that you've just done the 1st day of ENEM and I hope you did really well because you deserve it! I hope you're happy and know that you're very strong. I'm very proud of you already. <3
Hey future self!
I am writing to you because I thought you would need a friend and some interesting things going on your life at this point...
Falling for somebody? Hope not! You have thousands of thoughts on your head and I don't want to replace that toughts for dreams with your "future husband". BE CAREFUL! Don't delude yourself!
Whatsoever you're procastinating, stop (because I know myself and every freaking time I'll be procastinating on something)!!
Just a message to you ;)
I hope Flamengo is playing in the Libertadores final in 5 days, and I wonder if we will already have more than 90 percent of people vaccinated, i think that is possible.
Hello, dear future me!
I hope you are fine and enjoying the Libertadores da América Cup, because Flamengo and Atlético Mineiro will be in the finals!
You'll become a millionaire!
hi Pedro from november, is everything doing great?
I hope u passed on the tests for cefet or cmrj, im sutdying a lot and i can definitly say that its one of my goals right now. if u failed, do not give up, you are smart and so talented, and probably on the next year ur gonna do it
i wish you could enjoy all this time and have awesone moments in your personal life
btw, tell me if stoping playing ps4 worked out on your focus and studies.
For last, can we go outside without wearing face masks?
please tell me that " yes we can".
see u very soon!!
Remember when you said, self? When everything has settled down, you'll making me your priority. I really don't understand, 'coz why not now? You said, I should wait--soon--it will happen. As if you already knew what will happen tomorrow. You said, you were never born to dream or likely to save you family from poverty instead you always believe you are born for a mission. I have bad feeling about it. Maybe it's something I don't like to happen. You said let just wait God for His answers. God always assures us that we will love it but I was always doubting Him. You know, people says you have to lose yourself to follow Him? But what about my passions? Isn't it calling? If it is not He shouldn't gave me a heart in the very beginning. Sometimes I hate people for confusing me to the point I'm doubting and hating Him. But I hate myself more because maybe right now I'm making my place in that creepy place. I don't know and I'm so sick to think what they are all saying. They said I'm just pulling by the enemies and they are taking double time because they are running out of time. That's why I am lost right now. Or maybe there is some people who is devoted to this fallen angel and praying to him about my downfall. Then, I am caught by the devil's eye. I thought I was in a safe place but actually enemies put me here so I can't make any movement. God said surround yourself with your sisters and bother in Christ where you'll help each other when times of falling down but I am alone right now. I thought I was with the right people who'll help me to nourish and encourage me but they were the first one whose making me down. I wanted to leave but I always think about them. They still need man power but they never think of me. And eveytime I expressed myself all I got was judgement. I want leave so that I can make time with myself. But maybe this is what they mean, you have to lose yourself to follow Him. Is following Him means sad? Because I'm sad. Is following Him means forgetting myself? Because I feel numb right now. I don't know what I wanted to do at all. They took myself away. I don't know who I am right now at all. Everytime I asked myself, "who really am I?" I always end up speechless. Maybe because being me is up to them. I feel like a robot. I wanted to say sorry for someone out there who's waiting for me to save him---I am really sorry, because I can't even save myself. But please wait.. I think we are for each other because you give me healing that I need as if God planned everything. Then, let God make me be your angel.